i've been thinking again... (no it doesnt hurt now that im becoming used to it...) about the way my life has turned out lately... things arent going so well... the guy shaun and i moved in with hates our friends, thinks its our responsibility to keep the house in hospital grade condition as well as the bins... (EWWW!!) and gives us 30 minute lectures every night about the cleaning, our ages, irresponsibility, walking in the rain and etc. I HAVE ONLY SEEN HIM COOK AND EAT AT THE HOUSE ONCE!!! if thats not enough, mum doesnt even think that we could survive by ourselves for as long as we have... she's giving me another 3 weeks to come crawling home crying for mummy... TOO DAMN BAD... Magill was in a car crash! shaun and i were with him, the car was seemingly fucked, and its only just been fixed! work is giving me shitty shifts because i asked for time off for mums 50th birthday! asked for 5 days coz she was having a party, work gave me no shifts leading up to those days, and gave me the morning shift, THE DAY AFTER THE PARTY! i got home from the party at 10pm, all the way out from balgal beach to greenwood... and a PHONE CALL AT 7AM TELLING ME TO NOT BOTHER GOING INTO WORK DUE TO THE RAIN!!! but im not pissed about that... NO WAY... i had to go to hospital on tuesday because of the pains ive been having since a year and a half previously... they were so bad, that i threw up so many times... the general practitioner had no room for me, so i had to go to the emergency ward... they wouldnt have let me in straight away if i hadnt thrown up right away, as if on cue... then they had to put me on a drip, got morphine injection (which did nothing) then went home and slept on my head because that was the only way i could get to sleep!! so now im hyped up on three different prescription drugs, cant get to sleep, and have got to have ANOTHER ultrasound on my belly to find out whats wrong with me... again, I HATE DOCTORS... oh yea, shaun and i have found out that our housemate is screwing us over, we have the raw end of the deal, and he is a 34 year old, croatian, uni student, OCD idiot, with a four year old son... at least shauns sister is giving us help, shes gonna get us out of the place, into another, get shaun a JOB, and get us on track... SHAUN, YOUR SISTER IS A GOD!